being 'up the duff'
well, i think most of you have heard my news that last week i found out i was pregnant. Me and blue_mondays are really happy about it, altho a complete shock.
I think im now as 'used' to the idea as i can be. lol.
Blue_mondays has ben brilliant ive been up and down like a rollercoaster this week. From complete excitment and loved-upness to tearfull-panic-ridden-mess.
Went to the docs this week too, im 7 weeks pregnant. I havent had any morning sickness yet - but im overly tired ALL THE BLOODY TIME, feel the need to nap every afternoon and be tucked up in bed by 10pm lol. Also get lots of headaches.
Hornmones are a mess too, bit tearful at the slightest thing, but i know what it is now so i can relax and not think im going mad. lol.
My family have been brilliant. My dad, the one i most feared telling, actually started crying and gave me a hug. - When i say crying, i mean shiney eyes. Thats the best ya get out me dad. lol.
Worst thing is. My older sister. I think ive menchened before that she is having IVF treatment at the mo' (shes been trying for a baby for over 10 years) and due to massive scar tissue in her tubes she now has to do ivf. The last 2 weeks or so shes had to inject herself with all sorts of hormones. Shes really down and sore at the moment and negetive about the whole thing. (there complications i cant be arsed going into) So ive desided not to tell her about my suprise. I think, tho she would be happy for me, she just dosent need to know at this time. Wait a few months and who knows, we could be preggers together bloody hard not telling her. out of my sisters im closest to her.
BTW!!!!!
charlie is FINNNNNEEEE (my doggy that had a heart attack)
she was in the vets about a week, came home, she was not herself at all for a few days but now seems her old self!! - shes on lots of medication for the rest of her life now - but she seems to be coping brilliantly.
errrmmm.... anything else....
blue_mondays is doing fine in his job he really likes it altho the 6am mornings are taking there toll lol.
i wanted to go the cinema tonight, but all the fils i wanna see arent bloody out yet!
children of men
an inconvienient truth
both look like really good films. Typical one of the few times i fancy going the cinema and theres nout worth seeing till the following week or so. lol.
right im off... bed time! lmao
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