my minds gone completly blank right now.... i did come here to write somthing...

I havent wrote a detailed blog on my myspace for ages, as i have to keep it basic as theres still people on me and darrens friends/family list that actually dont know about the pregnancy yet. So sopose here i can let rip! lol.

I still havent had any morning sickness yet!!! yay. And theres only 4 weeks of this termester left. (where your most likley to suffer from it)

i also got my oppointment for my first scan in 3 weeks!!

Find it amazing how a baby looks at 12 weeks - looks like a newborn! ill be able to get a picture already!

Otherthings ive been getting up to are:

working, worked in a hospital all last week - get paid tomoz! yay.

been the pictures to see children of men and An inconvienient truth. The latter being much better and a must see.

met up with kat and jenny (my best mates i hardly see these days)

went out clubbing for the first time ever not drinking!!! was still a great night.

Still been emotional - alot. Darrens brill tho - he knows when im being pissed off for no apparent reason to just give me a hug and tells me how much he loves me makes be snap out of it straight away. bless.

He insisting the babys a boy. Infact he KNOWS. apparently. I have no feelings either way.

Tho whole telling my sister thing happened over 2-3 weeks ago. We decided it best to tell her now incase she finds out she cant have kids and then tell her. I wasnt around, my mum told her. She was fine at first, but then sent a text saying she needed time to get used to it.

She hasnt been intouch at all. With mum or me. Oh tell a lie, i asked her to be a character reference for somthing and she didnt reply. Then replied a day later saying she didnt want to be my mum was pissed at her (i was crying) but shes been having all sorts of hornmones pumped into her latly too, and shes famous for her bitchyness and PMT.

Im still hurt by her tho.

And finding out my due date is the same day as her weddingday wont go down well either i dont think. *has kept that to herself and away from ALL family members right now*

Tomorow should be a nice day, taking darren out for dinner and a little shop in town, go the cinema, then if we can get tickets to see babyshambles that night cheap (might have to be off a tout ) we could finish the night at a gig.

Just see how it goes.